thank to all

Published on August 3rd, 2010.

twitter.blog.flickr.

both make my life alive. sapa kata kawan maya tak boleh dipercaya? ntah la. for me, i found a true friend. happy and sad moment. they will be with me, selain my family+him la kan.

seriously, time i sedih, time i happy, them will always be near to me. even kat alam maya saje. tapi, i still feel comfortable with all their words.

i ada kakak, i ada abang. semua kat dalam alam twitter. thanx bro n sis. sebab i sangat² nak rasa, how it feels to have big bro and sis. as u all know, im the eldest in the family, so the responsibily towards my sibs pon tinggi. eldest² pon, ade orang igt im the youngest. adakah? hehehe

tak tahu kenapa, lately all my twitter friends do colour my life. like FOR REAL! dah banyak twitter friends yang i jumpa. and we get close to each other. and memang kami semua satu kepala. best sangat!

for those yang tak reti guna twitter, twitter way much more fun dr fb! hik²~ i do register twitter account on 25th August 2009, but start active like end of the year. and i do ADDICTED for it. hehe. and my tweet pon dah berbelas ribu. haha.

and actually, pasal dunia maya ini juga, saya menemukan seorang jejaka yg telah mencuri hati saya. and we already 1 year. time flies fast. and please, cepat lg. sbb bila berjauhan tu, buat saya tak kuat. =.=

and beribu ribu ucapan terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang sudi menjadi teman saya. teman ketika susah dan senang. even di alam maya. terima kasih diucapkan. and to my closes friend, i do love you all so much. thanx for everything. for every single moment that us had spent our time. do be friend with me till our last breath ok?

and to my love, u just complete me. as i used to say before. thanx. thanx for being such a great man for me. thanx for every single moment that we had together. thank coz u have a high patient on me. thanx.

i duuno how much thank that i would like to say! but, i do appriciate all of u! ALOT!

<333

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bila rasa down.

Published on July 30th, 2010.

down? putus asa? surely everyone pernah rasa menda ni kan? and for me and my self, selalu sangat kot! hahaha. sangat² ntah ape² right? macam kanak². i memang selalu down, tp senang nk up. thanx to those who yang selalu ada with me everytime i down. heee :) i love you la dearest! :D

oh btw, bila ada certain² time in a month i do feel emotional breakdown. hahaha. senang sgt cry, marah tu tak nak kalah la. haha. time ni pon rasa diri sangat² loser! haha. ye la, semua benda orang lain buat, kite rasa salah, then nk i je yang betul. then mulut kumat kamit sebab tak puas hati. hahaha.

time ni, sapa yang tak kenal I, mesti rasa nak menyepak² je perempuan ni. mengada² betul. ade je yang salah nya. haha. tapi nk buat camna, hormon tu yang gedik² nak berperangai macam tu. saya tak bersalah ok. haha :P

and btw, sapa yang rasa saya ni ganas, nk garang je retinya, sila kenal saya lebih mendalam ye. haha. ade aritu, time dalam bilik meeting, saya burst out. haha. OMG! malu seyh. tapi air mata saya yang gedik² nak keluar. how meh? hahaha

and bila saya down, tolong la buat saya smile. nnt saya dok hujung bilik sorang² emosi sendri. then orang yang tak tahu pape, saya try sembunyikan. yang tau, habis kena marah ngn saya. sian mereka. terutamanya si-dia. sorryyy!

and bila saya down jugak, saya suka makan. tp sejak akhir² ni, saya catu ape yang saya makan. sebab.. pikir lah sendiri, malas nak cite panjang. hoho. bersabar je la. tepaksa la beringat² sebelum mudarat. banyak benda lagi nk guna duit tu such as, photostat notes, books, n yada yada..

bila rasa down juga, saya rasa nak menjerit macam orang gila! hahaha. but seriously, dapat rasa lega tu. semua perkara yang terbeban dapat dilepaskan. tapi last² i pikir jugak menda tu. hahaha. but at least, lega la sikit dari pendam semua tu.

banyak benda yang saya buat bila down or stress. tapi, kadang² saya tido je. bila dah betul² buntu kan. hehehe. tu gak saranan yang kawan² time sekolah suruh bila saya tengah moody. hahah. mereka still ingat time sekolah dulu. bila stress and down dengan budak kelas, ill sit at my place, n have a nap. hahaha.

this time, lame rasanya saya terasa diri ni down. haha. for bout 2 weeks! lame tak lame. hahaha. but try to cover it. now, macam dah makin ok. not pretending anymore. me such an actress! hahaha. takkan la nk tunjukkan I down depan orang² yang tak kenal i kan? heee~

ok la, i think till now.hope ill be ok after this. chill yeah! :D

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Susah&Senang

Published on July 28th, 2010.

im glad and thankfull to have such a wonderfull family+friends+him. yang i boleh rely on even time susah or senang. nowadays, bukan senang nk cari kawan susah+senang. kawan time senang je ramai. time susah. lesap. semua hilang entah kemana kan?

kadang² memang i ada terasa yang i ni lone ranger. keseorangan. sunyi. takde teman. tapi, sebenarnya semua tu salah. i ade je kawan yang sudi dengar i bebel², ngadu sana, ngadu sini. ade jugak yang sanggup temankan i makan time takde orang nk temankan i makan. ade je orang sanggup dengar i bising² time emosi tak stabil. ade je orang yang try to calm me down when most of people do ignoring me.

memang macam tak ramai. but, for me, number tak penting. i pentingkan kualiti. bukan la kualiti ape kan. tapi, kalau ramai² kawan, then tak ramai yg sanggup susah+senang ngan kita, tak boleh gak. i admit, i do have lotsa friends. tak kire umur. tak tak ramai yg dikira sebagai kawan diwaktu senang atau susah kan?

for me, as long u are my friend, and u be nice to me, ill be much more nicer to u. in any time of situation. yang mana i mampu tolong i tolong. yg tak mampu tu. say hi hi bye bye la. heheh.

sedar tak sedar, i punyai ramai kawan yg terdiri daripada berlainan jantina dari i. and alhamdullilah, ‘him’ paham and tak kesah as long as i being sincere towards him. memang i banyak guys friend compare to girl. tapi, i lebih selesa ngan diorang. so how? bukan bermaksud i takde kawan perempuan. ade. but tak berapa nak ramai compare to the other opposite sex.

to those who know who you are, i do glad to be friend with all of you. and ill try my very best to be ur good friend too. :)

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Kimia – Melda Ahmad

Published on July 27th, 2010.

keep on repeating this song for a few hours non stop. even if korang dah tahu lagu ni awal lg dari i ke ape, i ttp nk post lirik die kt sni. :) since this song ade related dgn how my relationship start.

Aku mula jatuh hati kepadamu
Setelah kau kata cinta padaku
Masing-masing dulu punya pasangan
Akhirnya kita bersama
Pertama kali kita bersua bertentang mata
Terasa ada kimia di antara kita

Chorus
Kau kucup pipiku
Kau bisikkan cintamu
Kau kata baby I love you
Kau cairkan hatiku

Bahagia
Ku rasa disaat kita berdua bersama
Memandang bulan terang
Menyaksi bintang-bintang
Kau seru akulah pelangi cintamu

Ulang Chorus

Bahagia
Ku rasa disaat kita berdua bersama
Memandang bulan terang
Menyaksi bintang-bintang
Kau seru akulah pelangi cintamu
Kau seru akulah pelangi cintamu

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its officially 1

Published on July 26th, 2010.

we are one on 25th July.

hey love,we are already one year!
time flies so fast right?

i still remember almost everything
on what happened on our first met
its funny when i recall it back.

we had through lots of thing.
fight, happy, sad, gloomy, moody.
almost everything

but, we are still together
as a couple, friend, partner
u just complete my life.

u have sacrificed a lot in our relationship.
i know it.
thank dear.

too much to write it here.
i just want u to know.

how much i do love you.
how much i do care about you.

thank for accepting me for who am i.
both of us trying to change for good.

till then.
ILY.

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